Arranged For The Cruel Alpha

ANNABELLA’S POV

I wasn’t really sure if it was a good idea to send food to him, I mean we weren’t really mate, not like we would ever be but Madeline was really up with it and I doubted she would give up. She really meant to convince me and I just thought I should give in.

I agreed at the end after all, he helped me even though he broke my father’s arm and despite my rudeness to him he still brought me back to his pack. I called him names and all that, no alpha would take that shit especially from a wolf less she wolf like myself.

I bit on my lips as I took the bowl from Madeline. She prepared the food but she insisted I be the one to dish out alpha Roman’s own which I didn’t understand but didn’t ask questions. I hated to ask too many questions but my own silence was beginning to bore me. I was obviously it in the mood to lead a conversation and Madeline didn’t seem to be the type to push people. She was really understating and I didn’t why but I feel comfort with her. She was nice, she didn’t ask questions or anything. She seems to understand me more than I did with myself.” Come on hurry with that, it will get dark soon” she said and I frowned. ” Why is it not safe here?” I asked and she smiled whole heatedly.” No dear, you are very safe here.” she said and I nodded, not paying attention to the weird feeling in my throat. I didn’t know why I felt a deep meaning to her words but I would pass.

I was sure my eyes were a bit red because I was crying earlier. I could have had every best moment there was but I doubt I could forget this betrayal. No matter how hard I tried to fit in. This pack just didn’t feel home, I couldn’t get my mind off the horrible stuff. The contract, the wedding and my mother’s silence, everything was making me uncomfortable and I couldn’t hold it in any longer. I could feel tears threatening to fall, my heart was exploding in my chest and all this pain was pulling me deeper.

Why was I even hurt? I wished I could stop this pain and forget everything. He was ashamed of me because I have no wolf. Everyone preferred Olivia, even Summer did. How come I didn’t see this coming? No one would choose me, a wolf less she wolf over Olivia.

My father didn’t, why would Summer be any different? My mother was always team alpha Christopher.

” Dear, are you okay?” I didn’t realize the tears on my face and that I was only staring at the stew instead of dishing it into the hotel in my hand.” I’m fine ” the bowl accidentally fell off my hand and I whipped my face clean while Madeline picked it up. “I will go to the bathroom” I didn’t wait for her to say anything, I headed up the stairs towards my room.

I leaned my back against the door as tears drained down my face, my chest moving up and down. The mind kept pulling in those hurtful memories as my head kept barging. Forgetting everything and living a new life wasn’t as simple as it seems.

This pack wasn’t my home. I couldn’t feel anything, there was no connection. There was absolutely nothing here to feel at home with. It’s hard to look at things the other way when nothing feels right anymore.

After letting my tears down I cleaned my face and headed back to the kitchen. The sad look in Madeline’s eye told me she didn’t buy the excuse I have for her, she knew I was crying and I was glad she didn’t ask me anything. ” I have packed the food for you” she said, placing her hand at my back.

” Don’t worry, he will be glad ” she assured me, noticing my hesitation.

I hope Madeline was right and I wasn’t getting myself into trouble.

I chewed my bottom lip when I got the direction Madeline told me. Was I really at the right place, what if I made a mistake? I stared around for any passby but there was no e maybe because it was already dark. Tunners pack was huge and there were a lot of blue painted building scattered s over so what if……

My mouth hung up when the door suddenly opened. ” Are you looking for the alpha?” He had a grin on his face as his eyes ran down to my hand. Thanks to Madeline I had to carry this bag from the main pack building to this place even though it wasn’t far.” Can you pass this to him?” I was about to hand him the bag when he stepped aside and pushed the door opened for me.

” Thanks” I murmured after stepping in but the door was already closed.

Alpha Roman didn’t look up, he seemed quite busy and I didn’t know whether to drop it and leave or say something first. I wasn’t sure nor was it my plan to speak to him. He may have broken my father’s hand to stop him from hurting me but I have forgotten he worked with him to make my life this hell.

I stiffened and suddenly I didn’t want to see his face. ” You didn’t say anything” his voice made me stop as my hand tightened around the knob. I could have sworn I heard him growl but that didn’t matter.

I turned back to face him, ” Madeline asked me to bring you this.” I raised the bag but he didn’t seem to be paying attention so I followed his gaze to myself. He was actually staring at the shirt I was wearing, I mean his shirt. I couldn’t believe I forgot to change into my own dress. I mentally slapped myself as my face turned into a dark shade of embarrassment. Madeline could have reminded me at least.

” She thought you might be hungry since you haven’t eaten anything since morning” I chipped in something to break the awkwardness.

Suddenly I remembered the stupid smile on beta Vincent’s face when he saw me at the door. I felt like slapping myself and pulling my own hair. How come I didn’t notice?

I dropped my gaze when he stared back.” Did you eat?” I jumped in my spot as I didn’t hear him coming over. ” Ahh…” I didn’t know what to say to him because I could feel him close.

Close enough to feel his breath. His height towering over me and my hand squeezing the edge of the dress I was wearing as I took a slight step back.

I wished I could do something about my heart because it was running too fast for a normal being.

I parted my lips to say something, maybe lie but my stomach chose to intervene. A slight growl came from my stomach and I really didn’t know how to react to that as I raised my eyes to look up at him in shock. It wasn’t loud but I was certain he heard it , alpha have great abilities and he wasn’t just an alpha…NôvelDrama.Org content.

” Grab a seat” he interrupted my thought and once again I felt speechless. Did he mean I should eat with him?