Blackmailed For Love

Chapter 39 I trusted you

I cut the cake and Kristian cheered for me.

He was all smiles and kisses and hugs.

It felt good, warm and nice.

But I wanted to make it even better.

I wanted it to be the way it had been just for a moment before he had pulled back.

We sat down on the mattress and I opened my gifts.

The two fluffy teddy bears were behind me and I sat against them, my upper body half lying on them and my legs cradled in Kristian's lap.

The first one was a delicate wrist watch with blinking gems in it.

The second was a snow globe with Elsa from Frozen in it.

Third one was something that brought a smile to my face, it was a pair of walkie talkies.

And on and on, I opened gift after gift.

At last, I said, "But including the two bears, they are only fifteen?"

He smiled and lifted my foot and pressed a soft kiss to my toes.

Slipping his hand in his jeans pocket he pulled out something but kept it hidden in his fist.

I sat upright and went up on my knees as I asked, "What is it?"

"Be patient…"

He murmured and then after a moment as he was preparing himself, he finally opened his fist.

It took me a moment to understand what I was seeing.

It was a black stone that shone in the candle lights.

And it looked like someone had chiseled it.

When I lifted my eyes to his, those greys were dark and he said, "I found this stone in the forest when I was six.

I kept it with me because my Dad told me it was something rare and precious and my find so I get to keep it."

He held it up and said, "See… You can see the lines and veins… It's like this stone has its own life."

He swallowed and his words turned thick as he said, "When I decided to give it to you, it felt incomplete.

So… I gave it the shape of a human heart."

"It's black…"

I whispered.

"It's mine, Elsa.

And now…"With a thick swallow, he picked my hand and pressed the stone in my palm.

"It's yours."

2 "I will always keep it safe and with me…"

I croaked out, my eyes stinging with tears and getting all blurry as I understood the meaning behind his unsaid words.

He nodded.

"I trust you."

I stood up and said, "Let's eat our cake."

He was only halfway through his slice of cake when he looked at me and his dark eyes turned stony and dark.

I gulped as i looked at him.

"K-kristian…"

"I just told you that I trusted you."

He wasn't shouting and yet his words felt like a harsh jolt to my skin.

He thrust the small plate in my direction and said, "What the fuck is that, Elsa?"

I looked down and closed my eyes when I glimpsed the small tablet that was peeking out from the cream where I had pressed it when it wasn't breaking into powder like the first one that I had sprinkled on the sides.

I licked my lips and took the plate from him.

I said, "I am sorry."

"You are fucking sorry, after you tried to drug me."

He blinked at me hard as if he was having trouble looking at me, I winced and went on my knees.

I inched closer to him and slipped my arms around her.

I wondered if the sprinkle of the first tablet was already working on him because his hand wrapped around my waist in a hard grip.

"Kristian…"

I softly caressed the back of his neck, my fingers sliding into his hair in a sensual massage.

"You know how much I love you, right?"

"It… This isn't right…"

He breathed, his hands roaming over my sides, my body tingling and breaking out in goose bumps as he rubbed my body up and down.

2 I had heard Mama saying how her medicines to calm her down made Mrs Aaron lose her own sense and mind.

That the most of the time, she spends smiling and lost in her own world or sometimes she would just be happy without any reason.

The medicines lowered her inhibition, made her mind relax and kept her distress at bay.

I just wanted to make him lose a little control.

I just wanted him to think less and worry less where I was concerned, I wanted him to be free with his feelings and not to be burdened by what the world would say.

2 "This feels so right, Kristian…"

I murmured against his lips as I kissed him.

The kiss turned sloppy and out of control and I loved it.

My lips moved down his chin and made their way down to his Adam's apple that bobbed when he swallowed.

I licked the side of his throat and then kissed his collarbone.

"I want you, Kristian.

I want you to touch me." Copyright by Nôv/elDrama.Org.

1 "I want that too but,"

I pressed my palm on his mouth and shook my head.

"No buts.

Just you and me and lots of touching and loving."His dark eyes glinted in the candle lights making me throb between my legs.

My fingers shook as I started to union his shirt but he grabbed my wrist just when I was only on the third button.

He shook his head and my heart fell in disappointment.

Then he said, "I…"

He licked his lips.

"I want to undress you.

See you.

See how far this…"

He trailed off, his eyes closing.

I kissed him, not wanting to lose him now.

He blinked and his fingers pressed down at the base of my thrust as he finished on a whisper, "I want to see how far this pink flush goes and I will chase it with my lips."

I shuddered as he pressed his lips to the hollow of my throat and then proceeded to lick my flesh all the way to the neckline of my dress.

I breathed heavily, my whole body stretched and sizzling up at his every touch and kiss.

"Kristian, please…."

I moaned.

1 He let out a rough chuckle as he pulled the zipper down at the back and said, "You are a stubborn little thing, aren't you, little girl?"

His tone was one of reprimand but the way he looked at me as he lowered the straps down my arms, making the dress pool around my breasts made me feel treasured.

"I am yours…"

"Hmm…"

He murmured.

One hand braced at my back and with the other he brushed the hard nipples of my breasts that peeked from the simple cotton bra I was wearing.

The simple contact made me arch into him and I gasped.

"You like that, my little girl?"

I nodded.

"Yes.

Please, Kristian, more."

I slipped my hand behind my back and unhooked my bra.

It loosened and I simply shrugged it off my shoulders and then flung it away.

He let out a low growl that vibrated deep inside me.

His dark eyes like hunters stared at me and he said, "You shouldn't have…"

I slipped my arms around him and kissed him.

My lips moved against his softones and I pressed closer, deliberately arching into him, also because my breasts felt nice to be pressed against him like that.

I only wished he would let me unbutton his shirt.

Kristian kissed me back, this time it seemed he was finally losing himself in me as his finger tightened in my light hair and he pulled my head back and grazed his teeth down my neck until he reached the swollen mounds of my small breasts.

I shivered as my legs parted and I climbed on his lap.

I could feel his hard cock pressed between my legs as I let out soft breathy moans while he kissed and licked every inch of my pale breasts.

He kissed his way from my shoulders to my nipples and then back again.

I whimpered and pleaded, "Please, Kristian…"

"Tell me.

Order me.

Take the reins like you already have…"

He said thickly.

1 "P-please… I want you to suck on my nipples."

I said, feeling myself grew hotter and needier by the second.

He laid me down then, and pushed my legs apart as he came over me.

Joy filled my heart so much.

"I love you, Kristian.

So much…"

"Keep saying that…"

He replied in his thick voice as he braced one elbow near my arm and with his other hand he caressed and plumped my small breasts.

He played with them one by one making sure to give each of them equal amounts of his attention.I writhed beneath him, feeling the strange wetness that I had come to know was my arousal and need for more.

For him.

I wanted him.

Needed him.

Inside me.

God, I loved him so much.

I wasn't sure I could live a second longer without having him like that.He massaged one of my breasts and then finally licked my puckered nipple that had been begging for his attention from so long.

"Ahh… Kristian… Yes…"

He did it again on my other nipple.

He alternated between my nipples, making me go crazy with hunger for more.

"You need more, my little girl…"

I nodded frantically.

"Yes, more.

Please, more…"He engulfed as much as he could of my breast in his mouth, sucked on it like a new born baby.

I felt more slickness coating between my legs and ruining my panties.

I cried out when out of nowhere he suddenly bit into my flesh.

"Hush…"

He soothed as he lapped at my aching nipple with the flat of his tongue.

He did it again and again until I was a crying whimpering mess beneath him, squirming and rubbing myself against him.

Finally when he was done tormenting my breasts his hand trailed down the flat of my stomach to the dress that was still around my waist, he pushed it down and I slipped his fingers inside the waistband of my panties to tug them down to.

But he resisted, when I looked up and met his eyes I saw the hard flint in them and he said, "I hav, haven't yet lost all of my control, little girl…"

He pressed a soft kiss on my forehead and said, "I am giving you your birthday gift but tomorrow… We will have a long chat about you drugging me and how you broke my trust moments after I handed it to you…"

I felt my heart gave a painful squeeze.

"I am sorry…"

I whispered softly.He cupped my pussy, pressing my palm against my wet folds.

He said, "Did you understand what I said?"

I nodded, even drugged and half out of control he managed to hold back the one thing I wanted the most.

"Good.Now, move your fingers with mine.I'll teach you how to touch yourself…"