Chapter 11 ~ You never loved me ~
Chapter 11 ~ You never loved me ~
* Anna’s Pov *
What the hell is wrong with me? What am I doing? I just kissed this bastard back, is my head not
working anymore, or I have gone mad,
I just kissed him, bloody hell, fuck, Anna, Anna, you are such two timers, just a while ago you cursed
him yet when he kissed you melt away like dust, you have no shame yet you call him shameless. But
one minute, why am I cursing myself? He was the real culprit; how dare he kiss me? Push him away,
yet you hug him like an octopus.
“ you Blaze listen to me, don’t overthink, it was a physical reaction, nothing else, and it was you who
walked away from our relationship. I didn’t, so it was your choice what to do since you never loved me,
and this is my choice I will not marry,
What kind of useless desire of yours, you never loved me, so why are you doing this, I could never
have entered your heart, so I threw you out of mine? I hated to remember the pain; it feels like
yesterday when I lost my desire to live without him, yet this heartless man left me and never looked
back.
Blaze’s face turned dark, but I didn't fear him. Why would I? I loved him with everything, yet he threw
me out of his life, so why would I give him what he wants, never. I am not someone who will silently
bear everything just because he is the man I loved.
Blaze took a few steps toward me; I stubbornly stood on my spot.’ he stopped in front of me and
suddenly caught my chin and forcefully raised my face “ who permits you? Who, Anna, Love in this life?
Only I can stay here “ he pointed toward my heart spot with a negligible force. My chin and chest area
were burning because he was pretty rough with me this time. But who would think he is to that I will
stop telling I need and what I want “huh, I don’t need your permission, my heart belongs to me and I
Am the owner, as like you, did you take me my approval when you left without giving me a reason, did
you ever come back in these five years and give me any explanation, Blaze this called karma even god
can’t save you from your karma “ I spoke every word I wanted to say, Blaze seems like frizzed,
I wanted to say more and more; after all, I looked at this why’s the answer for five years and found
nothing, so I want to answer what sin I committed; he left me an ocean of my tears.
When I was hoping he would give me the answer, he was thinking something, and like always, stepped
back and left the room without a sound, when he went out, he closed the door with all his strength, Content property of NôvelDra/ma.Org.
thank god the door was too strong to take his tyrant torture.
My legs were strong enough to support me until now after he left, I fell on the floor strengthless; I did
not stand up,
I felt exhausted already, five years I silently bore the pain and burn of a third class girl left by the man I
loved when I finally gave up and tried to give up on my life, and immense responsibility fell on my
shoulder, my father’s treatment responsibility,
I had to do it at any cost; I thought I already wanted to give up on my wife, so why not exchange this life
to save him? That’s why I agreed. I planned everything beheaded after all.
But who knows, fate will play another game with me.
I wanted to cry; I felt complicated; I thought I forgot him then why I lost my control and sense when he
said these words. An unknown feeling built up in my heart. Why, why?
I thought I lost the capability to love someone, then why does this feeling make me nervous and anger
me at the same time? Why Can’t I pull it out completely?
After sitting there for a long time, my legs started getting cramps. Taking this sofa’s support, I stood up,
yet I felt an electric shock on my legs. I hate this feeling even more.
After beating my own feet with a stick, I finally felt better. I heard a loud sound from outside the
bedroom window. It was the chopper’s sound of a helicopter.
I went to the window and looked outside; a helicopter had just landed. I was so happy to see this.
I wanted to jump from the window but remember the height. I turned back to the door and ran as fast as
I could.
I clearly remember how up the stairs as I opened the door, and the bodyguards ran behind me. I was
too busy to care about them; I ran fast enough to feel I was air and flowing at storm speed.
When I came downstairs, the maids looked at me like I was going to some war or something. I ignored
them and ran toward the main door; quite shocking, it was fully open.
Can I be happier seeing the door open for me? I went straight outside and saw the helicopters.
As I reached there, it disappointed me seeing blaze there.
“Why are you running like this? What if you fall and get hurt, love “ Blaze jumped from the helicopter
and came to me?
“where are you going? I asked, ignoring his nothing but honey.
“I have something to do, love. Do you need anything? He asked,
“Will you give it to me if I ask?" I know the answer, but hope is human's only strength.
“Love says, I will give you everything, including my life," he started once again.
“oh, then how about give me a ride to where you are going and leave me there, “I said with a smile,
“Love," his voice turned cold. Okay, he is doing this again.
I looked behind him and thought something; I pushed him and ran toward the helicopter; I jumped and
climbed inside the helicopter with my small hands and legs. It was pretty tiring. It looked easy, yet I was
huffing and lost my breathing balance.